12 September 2009

On my mind and up and coming excitement!

Well, I haven’t blogged in eternity it seems. I am highly overdue. One thing I’ve been thinking about lately is about how if the time comes when a guy is actually interested in me – I’m not going to know how to act. I think I will be most awkward. I don’t know how to react to positive attention from a guy, I think. Again, it goes back to wanting to be with someone with whom I’ve already developed a friendship. That’s an easier transition, I think. I hate the whole game of meeting/dating. I just want to BE with someone. That natural, at home feeling, if that makes sense. I don’t know. I’m just not the kind of girl that gets interest from guys, and so I don’t know how to deal with it. Any suggestions for the loser spinsty girl? OK, so maybe I’m not totally a loser, but I am an awkward spinster girl. Just sayin! Any suggestions? Not that I’ve got anyone knocking on my figurative door, as always. But, you know, just for future “in case” reference points.

In other news, the week of my amazing European Adventure has finally arrived. I’ve been buying all sorts of fun travel-sized things, and planning to get mostly packed this weekend. I leave this coming Thursday! SO EXCITED! I will get zillions of pics and hopefully have tons of fabulous things to share. I will be going to Bath, England first to experience the Jane Austen Festival – would you expect anything less of me? I mean, really. After spending a few days there, I will be heading to London for a few days to see all the sights! And if that wasn’t amazing and dream coming true enough, I will fulfill my lifelong dream of travelling to Paris for our last two days there! I can’t believe I will be able to have this amazing opportunity! If you have any travel tips, you can post those in my comments along with the how not to be an awkward spinster tips! Ha. Alright, Ang out. More to come later – next time I blog I will be a world traveler! Stamps in my passport and all! AAHH!!!! Yay!